Silence

I have said many times how much i need you..
I have explained everything inside my heart..
I have told you many times about what is inside my heart..
I have been honest and loyal through the hardest times of your life

Yet..
It was never enough for you to choose me
It was not good enough reason to want me
It was still just another reason to say that you are confuse
It was just me..trying ..fighting..for a spot in your heart..

I'm sad..
I cry a river..
And now I keep my mouth shut
And now I let you free (again..and again..)

I stay silence
I keep my distance
I wish you happy
I wish you are blessed
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