Monday, October 25, 2010

Eat, Pray, Love

We as human being having basic needs for Food, Clothes, and House. But i guess in life we end up only need to Eat, Pray, and Love. A certain way of living your life to the fullest.

Yesterday i watched this movie. It was played on my nearest movie theater, my boyfriend  and i decided to go and see the movie. I've seen the book review before, so i kinda interested to see the story in movie scene. The big idea is about a life that seems to be ordinary and simple sometime is not enough and you've got to do some "Attraversiamo" (let's cross over).

Live without eat is impossible.. but to eat without desire and hunger is bare. Sometimes we do things out of habits.. Everything has to be done by working from 8 to 5, eat, hang out on the weekend, church on Sunday..etc. All based on a habitual day to day activities. By the time we realize it, we already become a person with no desire and what so ever about life it self..because it so plain and boring. A get away ..a great new neighborhood.. good friends and companion ..marvelous wine..with authentic food will give a super boost to break away from the boredom bubble. And for Elizabeth in the movie, She get away to Italy ~ savoring Italy's buffet of delights.

Having the time of your life ..have fun and to eat from heart not out of diet program give us big enchantment (and of course big belly too..haha), but it's not enough.. the concept of having Bigger Power in universe (by all mean is God) finally comes along to make peace with our self.  This Greatest Power will end up finding us some enlightenment ..a way.. a vision and guidance in life. A part of having balance in life it self. As for my self, i found my self in Jesus Christ's hand. For Elizabeth, she choose to meditate in India.

Will that be all? Friends, Family, Guidance .. filled your life and at some point you think is enough.. But what about life time companion? Dare decision to love someone?

Life takes guts.. Love takes a leaps of faith. I was one wrote the fact of being single at 40 is fine.. but is it going to enough? I say now, it's fine..nothing's wrong about being single, but sometime, it's just not enough. And i love the fact that every woman doesn't need a Man, Woman need Champion. Someone to win her heart and dare to face the crazy life together. In my opinion, love choose us, it's not us who choose who we want to love, because sometimes, it's just happen. You might end up loving the wrong guy before you finally meet the right one, but that's journey. Finding the perfect soul mate takes Attraversiamo. Journey to cross over. The question is, Do i found the right one already? Let time answer it for me ^_-. As for Elizabeth, She find her champion in Bali, Indonesia.

LIfe is a quest my friend.. Don't give up in the middle.. Somehow, what you're looking for is actually very near....only a step away.

Sunday, October 24, 2010


Just having the time of my life within the last 2 days. Two special days I've been waiting had passed and i missed it already. Those days were the days i spent with the loved one.

Funny thing is, we got 3 times IDR 29700 bill repeatedly. I don't know why the numbers keep popping, but 3 times within 2 days mean something for me.. People say 3 times is a charm.. So i keep my finger cross that it has a good meaning to our relationship.

It's a superstitious things but sometimes God is a good adviser. He can use anything to sending us the signal. As far as i believe, He also never make things happen coincidentally. Everything happens for a good reason. Even the bible recorded Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."

According to my stupid and random interpretation .. if i try to calculate the numbers 2+9+7+0+0= 9. Nine is the highest single-digit number in the decimal system. According to Wikipedia, if you multiply nine by ANY natural number, and repeatedly add the digits of the answer until it is just one digit, you will end up with nine. What a number!!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

At 26 Step of My Life..

I should have post this a month a go.. I haven't done it because I've been busy spending time with my precious Birthday Gift. Curious huh?? hahaha.. I'll tell the story in a bit..

Ok.. My birthday happen 34 days ago.. The day that made me happy today.. not just because i gain more age.. more good friends..or more wisdom ..but i found something impossible has become something possible and real. And that was my sweetest birthday gift ever.

I met someone in late May to early June 2010.. Just a typical guy like my any other guy friends.. I didn't feel him at first.. but the conversation never stop.. We talk almost the moment i suddenly miss him when he weren't around.. World Cup 2010 event has become our closure moment.. We've been discussing so many things since then. The funny thing is .. we never really thought we would like each other.. We also never think that we might have a chance to be together.. So many fight and tears just to get to this day. So .. to us.. the word 'WE' in 45 days ago is impossible.

But i guess life as we know it, is always has a twist on its own. I learn a lot not to quit easily in life..and on my 26 step of my life i have been shown twice that "impossible" is unrealistic. The word "impossible" only exist for people who easily giving up. My first lesson was at my 21st of my life.. My bachelor degree thesis seems impossible to be done only for 3 months with the fact that my 2nd supervisor lecturer is seriously ill and had to make bed rest for 2 month..yet i finally found out Jesus make it possible.

Today.. a month after my 26th birthday, I'm still facing another "impossible" situation.. but this precious gift and wisdom give booster strength to continue on my foot step. matter what happen in life.. when you feel like the road block is too much.. don't quit..!! Just Go.. keep moving.. don't give up !! ^^

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

P.S : I Love You

Dear Loved One,

"There is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved."
- George Sand -

Love is the sweetest thing to say...yet the saddest feeling to say goodbye to someone you love the most..

Love is never selfish.. Love is when he/she is mean to you and you still want him/her. It's when he/she ignores you and you still love him/her..

It's when he/she loves another guy/girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really want to do is cry.

It's never easy to watch someone you love to slip away from your hand.. but sometimes, life ask you to do so.

It's about giving your best with no regret.. The sweetest taste in life and the most bitter feeling at the end of line.

But no matter how hard it is to love, hearts will keep falling for special someone..

P.S : when you feel i don't love you.. Believe me.. i love you with all my heart..


Quote from P.S. I Love You Movie:

"Dear Holly,

I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me.

It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes.

Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends.

P.S. I will always love you."