Yes.. i did it My Way

And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life that's full.
I've traveled each and ev'ry highway;
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
"No, oh no not me,
I did it my way".

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!


 


That was lyrics my Dad used to sing when i was just a little girl. I heard this song again lately and fell in love one more time with the lyrics. I sing this song in my hard days and remind myself that there'll be time when all the tears will subside and i find everything in my life is amusing. 

Thank you Jesus.. You've add one more year into my life. I believe there will be more to me in life ahead. And..no mater what.. i know You will always be there for me.

Life Learned Lesson

I have always holding grudge and anger for people who look down on  (or at least the people I thougt were looking down on ) my family and myself.

Even though sometimes I feel not that capable at things, I have always find myself as a special person with gifts and talents that God himself give to me.

And so often times I feel I have to defend myself againts a lot of things.. But sometimes what I think it isn't the truth. Not to mention that I also might have missjudge others.

As the time went by.. I feel that this days I have to stop myself from listening others opinion.. I want to be me and love who I am. I put effort to redeem and loving myself rather than being guilty if I'm not in somebody else's standard. I said to myself that nothing is wrong with me..and if somebody really know me, that they know the real me they will love me for who I am. Not because I'm the person that they want me to be.

With that in mind,  I should also stop use my standard upon somebody else's life. They have their own significant talents and gifts as much as I do. Tolerancy is what I have learned from this piece of mind.

Another thing I have learned is..the key to life and happiness is simply to know who we really are and make a celebration everytime we get to know ourself.

Society standard is just something human made .. But each of us is God bare hand made and you and I should very proud of who we are.

I'm not beautiful nor perfect but I am made in Jesus and I shall proud of it~Febe Yuan